problems!!!!!!

tonight is a very cold and quiet night for me in perth. it really has been like this for me these past few days. i find it hard to sleep this few days. i dont understand why am i so concerned about having a companion. its always in my mind. although i am afraid that next time i couldnt find the person that i want to live with for the rest of my life and i always feel that good girls are getting lesser and lesser. but i dont want to rush things. this past few months i have been like a bull which keep running and running and finally hit a few walls and finally cant find the energy to knock anymore. i am so tired of playing computer games to past my time. and i am just not that kind of person who just study during my free time. if anyone has any suggestion to pass my time please feel free to drop me a message. sometimes i feel that in a night like this, wouldnt it be good if theres someone here to hug with or to at least have a chat. this current girl that i am going for seems to be very very far away from me( not literary) ahahhaha..... i have some issues with being lonely and companionship. i just think if we dont go and find fate, then when will fate come... how do u know which girl is ur fate? if anyone has an answer please tell me..... thats all from me today. just dunno wat to do. whether to go or not????